hard to think positive
hard to hold a thought
hard to forget
hard times i’ve fought
good thoughts get eaten
dark thoughts in my head 
dark outside my window
i lay awake in bed
the vinyl spins
needle digs deep
memories fill the room
i try not to weep
distraction or hobby
i’m not sure which
open my skull
turn off this damn switch
passion and pain
no way too purge
my only escape
writing these words
on a monday i am waiting
on a tuesday i am fading
and by wednesday i can’t sleep
then the phone rings i hear you
and the darkness becomes a clear view
cause you’ve come to rescue me
to fall with you I fall so fast
i can hardly catch my breath while i hope it lasts
it seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
and i like the way that feels
its as if you’ve known me better than I ever knew myself
and i love how you can tell
i am moody and messy
i get restless and it’s senseless
how you never seem to care
when I’m angry you listen
when you’re happy it’s a mission
and you wont stop ’til I’m there
sometimes i fall so fast
well i hit that bottom
and crash you’re all I have
how do you know everything I’m about to say?
am I that obvious?
as if it’s written on my face?
but i hope it never goes away
and on a monday i am waiting
and by tuesday i am fading… into your arms…
