..frustration..
hard to think positive
hard to hold a thought
hard to forget
hard times i’ve fought
good thoughts get eaten
dark thoughts in my head 
dark outside my window
i lay awake in bed
the vinyl spins
needle digs deep
memories fill the room
i try not to weep
distraction or hobby
i’m not sure which
open my skull
turn off this damn switch
passion and pain
no way too purge
my only escape
writing these words
