…gUu…

i feel so lost sometimes.

sometimes when something goes wrong, people will come along and tell me, ‘do this! don’t do that!’. i oblige and get the things done right.

sometimes i feel that i’m doing much more than what i should be doing, in general, in life.

and then i stop, step back and tell myself, ‘hey, you’re only 21!’

ya hey, i’m only 21 what am i doing? is this my prime time to play and roam? or is it right to stress out so much?

when something goes wrong, i still want to whimper and shed tears on my bubu’s shoulders, yet i have to look strong and bold.

my mom will say, "you’re still a little girl, you’re only 21!" hell ya, i’m only 21! so leave me alone for goodness sake!

so should i live like i’m 21? how should a 21 year old live? how did you live when you were 21?

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